Hello. My name is Maggie and I'm a book addict.

We're moving slowly, but at least we're moving!  One day at a time, you know?

The last few weeks have been a time for me to listen to The Big Guy and a time to rein myself in. It's been hard a few times. I'm not gonna lie, I like to get my way... Do what I want.  But that's not what this here new life is about, is it?  Don't get me wrong, I pretty much put everyone else before me. Especially TBG, DD, and DS.  But I like my "me" time and that comes with books. And I haven't been allowed to buy any new books for the last two weeks. It's like going thru withdrawal. I feel like a drug addict who hasn't had their latest hit. 

But this withdrawal, this.... downtime....is good for me. It helps me focus on things I need to focus on right now. And one of those things (the main thing) is to show TBG my submissiveness. Especially in something he knows is hard for me. 

I do have plans to ask if I can spend some money on books the next payday. I'm not sure if I'll be allowed. And if I'm not, well I'll just focus on the next two weeks and what my submissiveness means to me, him, and our marriage.  And I'll try not to whine or get pissy about it. 

But MAN, I want some new reads!! LOLOL 

Like I said, one day at a time.