Shocked and Awed

It happened. 

I'm still in a bit of a daze that it happened, but happen it did.

For some strange reason every time I picture a spanking it's either from "I Love Lucy" or from a Tom and Jerry cartoon. Not sure why LOL. 

Can you believe it?!? I barely can!

Friday morning, The Big Guy and I ended up being all alone in the house. The kids had already left for school and I had crawled back in bed before work for a little snuggling. TBG started getting a little amorous and next thing I know my butt is in the air and he's got my legs pinned. Well, apparently he took that moment to think, "hmmm...she's been asking for this and I said I would work on it, so, here goes!" Imagine my surprise when the man who refused to spank started spanking me! At first I was thinking, "ok he wants to try a fun spanking - I'm good with that." But then the sparks got harder...and he began to speak. 

People, he LECTURED me! I think my jaw almost dropped! And everything he was saying was spot on. He was PERFECT. I couldn't have asked for anything better for our first time. And I couldn't believe it was happening - finally!! I was shocked and awed, I tell you. But I immediately put my head down and accepted it. I knew it was what I had asked for and what I needed. It was what he needed me to do, I think, too. When he asked me a question I answered. I felt like answering with "yes, sir" but couldn't bring myself to do it as I was worried it would throw him off.  I didn't want to do that. 

The best part (other than finally having this happen)? He ended by putting his body on top of mine and asking if I knew how much he loved me. And I do. This is a man that will do this for me even though he's still unsure and may feel silly doing it. I'm telling you, he was perfect. Then came the loving. Yessiree. Lots of loving this weekend. Have I told you how much I love this man?

And now I have to keep the lines open. Keep talking about this. Tell him how much I loved it and him. I love when he gets his dominant side on and I want to show him that. My submissiveness comes so much easier to me when he is feeling dominant. I have to find a way to help build that. I'm sure it's easier said than done. And I'm sure we're still going to struggle. But at least it finally happened!

Thank God!!